Tenderness in Troubled Times

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning.  I am so deeply grateful that we are able to come together in practice.  We’ve been living with the constant awareness of a physical and social pandemic.  Some of us are involved with illness in some way – either  being sick or caring about someone who is sick.  Some of us are involved with social justice activism – either being on the street or supporting those on the street.  We are taking in a steady stream of suffering.   We are adapting; we are learning; and we are taking action.  This day to day, hour by hour awareness of pain and suffering creates stress.  When stress becomes chronic it comes to live in our bodies.   

We explored a grounding present body awareness practice from therapist and trauma specialist Resmaa Menakem.  In his book, My Grandmother’s Hands, Resmaa includes a series of body practices for healing the effects of chronic stress and trauma.

We reflected on the writing of poet, gardener, college professor, Ross Gay and his On Being interview Tending Joy and Practicing Delight.  In his work Ross invites us to find and amplify the ordinary and wondrous beauty in life.  He encourages us to cultivate tenderness in our lives even while struggling for racial justice.

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Courage, Fear and Making the Invisible Visible

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning. Our hearts have been deeply touched by the struggles that are going on around us.  Lives are being lost in violence, in illness and in the poverty that makes it difficult for people to get the food, healthcare and security they need.  

George Floyd was murdered on May 25th.  The following day marked the beginning of a wave of daily protests taking place in large and small cities throughout our country.  Policy brutality, particularly against African Americans, has been with us a long time.  Many Americans are taking to the streets to protest racial injustice chanting the names of black men and women killed in recent years, including Trayvon Martin, Tamir Rice, Michael Brown, Eric Garner, Philando CastileBreonna Taylor and many others.

I have to take a deep breath here to remember each of these names is a life filled with other lives unimaginably changed by loss.

Our reflections included the STOP practice created by Rhonda Magee, a law professor and meditation instructor. Rhonda is a facilitator of trauma-sensitive, restorative Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction (MBSR) interventions. She explained how her work helps to minimize the effects of social-identity-based bias in her Tricycle Magazine article,  Making the Invisible Visible.  We also heard the moving words of poet and writer Maya Angelou.  You can hear her complete poem, A Brave and Startling Truth, read aloud by astrophysicist Janna Levin as part of the Universe in Verse project.  (Scroll down the page and you will find a SoundCloud box for the audio.)

I mentioned a beautiful talk, Courageous Presence with Racism, given by meditation instructor and author Tara Brach.  This talk moved me deeply.  I plan to listen to it every day this week as a support for my personal practice of understanding my personal biases and conditioning as the relate to race.

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Our Deeper Stories

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning. I think we gather for many reasons which, for me, include connection, caring, inspiration, meaning and solace. This week we witnessed the needless death of George Floyd.  We watched the responding protests and civil unrest mounting intensity.  Each of us brought our grieving hearts to practice.  We drew inspiration from lyric poet Gregory Orr. In an NPR story about his work, Gregory states, “I believe in poetry as a way of surviving the emotional chaos, spiritual confusions, and traumatic events that come with being alive.”

Gregory found his way to poetry four years after accidentally killing his brother in a hunting accident when he was twelve years old.  He found a way of expressing his deeper story about the event his family was never able to talk about.  As a young man he nearly died during the civil rights movement when as a member of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) he was jailed and severely beaten.  His work contains a sense of urgency about finding meaning and voice. You can hear Gregory talk about his story in this On Being interview, Shaping Grief with Language.

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Being and Letting Be

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning.  I look forward to our class all week.  I love the feeling of belonging.  I take courage knowing that we share very simple and powerful intentions.  We are learning about ourselves in an intimate way and an expansive way.  We’re intimate with sensations, emotions and thoughts.  We expand our hearts to allow our human experiences to belong.  We draw inspiration from each other.  It is a joy to see your faces even on a screen.

Our practice and reflection were based on Tara Brach’s new book, Radical Compassion and a reading from novelist, playwright, essayist, poet and civil rights activist James Baldwin. You can find out more about his work from the American Masters program Take This Hammer.  I quoted from an essay from his book, Nothing Personal.  This beautiful prose was set to heart felt music by Morley and Friends as, Nothing is Fixed, part of the  2020 Universe in Verse program.  I hope you have time to give it a listen.

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Wings of Mindfulness and Compassion

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning.  Again I feel such gratitude for your presence.  You were so kind as you patiently waited for class to begin.  Your support enabled me to feel vulnerable, imperfect and o.k.  When I got home today I found this advice from writer Jack Kerouac:  “Practice kindness all day to everybody and you will realize you’re already in heaven now,”  As luck would have it, today’s class was inspired by our vulnerability.  I recently discovered Tara Brach’s new book, Radical Compassion and her beautiful talk:  Loneliness as a Portal to Sacred Presence.  This is part of her Sheltering in Love series which I have found very helpful in my sheltering practice.  I also shared from Krista Tippett’s interview with poet David White:  The Conversational Nature of Reality in which he spoke to our essential vulnerability. Continue reading

Seeing Beyond Our Time

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning.  I think of you, students, during my long morning walks. I imagine you taking your own walks, being with kids or grandkids.  I hear or read something and I want to share with you.  Even while our on-line sharing is brief – it is precious.  Thank you for your presence and generosity of spirit. Today’s practice was inspired by poets, Jane Hirshfield, Terry Tempest Williams, Mary Oliver and a scientist, Alison Gopnik, whose prose is often like poet’s.  The common theme in these works is a sense of caring beyond oneself.  The kind of caring a mother does for her child.  In The Evolutionary Power of Children, a marvelous interview with On Being’s Krista Tippett, Alison makes the case for a universal ethic of caring much like the mother child relationship.  I think this ethic of caring is alive in the ways people are supporting each other these days.

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Staying Open to Life

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning. I so deeply appreciate the patience and kindness everyone gave me after so many technical interruptions.  (As if didn’t already have so much experience with interruptions!)  Today’s class was inspired by the wonderful poetry of Rainer Maria Rilke and the work of Rilke scholar Joanna Macy.  Joanna has spent over sixty years organizing environmental and social action groups.  Joanna is a national treasure.  In post-world war two Germany she worked for the CIA before volunteering for the Peace Corps to work with Tibetan refugees in Dharamshala.  You can hear more about her remarkable life and work by listening to A Wild Love for the World on On Being with Krista Tippett.

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At Home Inside

The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation  class met this morning.  I look forward to getting together all week long.  I think about our practice and especially the joy of sharing faces and stories.  This week we explored the paradox of being alone together.  Our readings were inspired by Stephen Batchelor’s new book, The Art of Solitude and Terry Tempest Williams’ old book, Finding Beauty in a Broken World.   Stephen is a meditation teacher and Buddhist scholar.  You can listen to Finding Ease In Aloneness, a lively discussion with Krista Tippett of On Being about the difference between loneliness and intentional solitude that draws us more deeply into life. Terry Tempest Williams is an American writer, educator, conservationist, and activist.  You can listen to a deeply moving conversation with Tami Simon of Sounds True.  Terry shares about how she found beauty and meaning after personal and world tragedies.

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Transition & Time

The Yogabliss  on-line Moving into Meditation  class met this morning.  What a joy it is to see each other even while framed in little boxes on a screen!  Our sharing time always seems too brief:  Each story describing how much we rely on each other: loved ones serving as doctors, grand parents caring for grand children and of course everyone separated from family members and friends.  Our guided relaxation was inspired by two naturalists:  David Abrams’ writing about our inter-relationship with the sensual world and Boyd Varty ‘s personal struggle with the “old anxiety” that surfaced while on a wilderness retreat.  They invite us to slow down, look more intimately at our outer and inner worlds. I highly recommend Boyd’s daily podcast in which he describes his sojourn into solitude.

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Being Where You Are Right Now

The Yogabliss  on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning.  I think when we meet this way we are giving each other a personal gift – we allow ourselves to be seen in the intimacy of our homes.  Thank you all for that.  In preparing for today’s class reflected on how mindfulness is a practice of intimacy.  When I am able to stop and really be with my own body I realize there is so much calling for my attention – often for healing.  I stumbled upon a beautiful essay about healing trauma written by author Katherine Robb.  Katherine is working on #TheFearGardenProject which she uses to explore small moments in every day life that might foster connection.  She posts beautiful imagery and also writes essays about healing and trauma.  I found her essay, Listening to the Body as a Guide Through the Trauma of COVID-19, very moving.  She describes how many of us carry wounds in our bodies without our mind’s awareness or understanding.  She describes her experiences of somatic – body awareness – healing as a way of being true to herself. The work is incremental and slow – very much like mindfulness practice. Continue reading