The Yogabliss on-line Moving into Meditation class met this morning. Today we explored awareness as relationship with ourselves and the world around us. In mindfulness we train the mind to stay with present moment experience whether it expresses as sensation, emotion or thought. We also notice how we respond to pleasant or unpleasant experiences can reveal so much about the nature of mind and personality.
We drew inspiration from Jennifer Williamson’s poem I Am Enough. Jennifer is a writer and suicide loss survivor. Her web-site, HealingBrave.com, offers a wonderful sampling of her writing and healing resources. These words from Jennifer’s bio spoke to my heart:
Some wounds are meant to hurt. If you let it, the pain wedges you open, so that new things can get in and something else can come forth.
In the hollowed out place where your life used to be, starting again is part of the medicine. And part of the revolution.
The way you heal can be its own healing.
You can make change, connections, things, beauty. You can take what you’ve been given and give back differently. You can love people better, even the people you don’t like… including yourself: because deep healing is brave work. And important. And, well, WORK.
Meditation instructor, hospice director and writer, Frank Ostaseski, describes how mindfulness practice can help us develop the capacity to “be with” difficult experiences. In his book, The Five Invitations, he discusses the nature of our “wild” mind and our impulse to control life experiences that cannot be controlled. Of course our super powers are loving kindness and compassion.
These capacities are two of the four inner resources that traditional Buddhist meditation teaches: loving kindness, compassion, appreciative joy and equanimity.
We ended with Taoist philosopher and poet, Lao-Tzu’s poem We Are a River. This interpretation is drawn from The Sage’s Tao Te Ching: Ancient Advice for the Second Half of Life.
In our post- meditation discussion we discussed our relationship to time. I mentioned David Farrier’s fascinating essay, We’re Going to Carry That Weight a Long Time, in the current issue of Emergence Magazine.